UGH! I finally see the need to have female friends. I have no idea what to wear this weekend while I am at Austin’s. Boys don’t work for this kind of crisis.

-Michelle

Guys! What should I pack to wear?

bookoisseur:

themysciranqueen:

Steve Rude’s Wonder Woman <3

These are amazing. I had never seen Wonder Woman like this until perpetua tweeted. H/T my friend!

(via wilwheaton)

The cliff

michelledenice:

I’m standing here tall.
My head held high and eyes wide open.
I’m waiting for the storm to push me.
I am scared of being blown away.
I’m scared of falling over.
But still I stand here and wait.
I falter for a moment and look down.
The fear begins to cover me.
I just continue to watch.
Watch the waves crash against the rocks.
I know those rocks are waiting too.
They’re waiting for my inevitable fall.
I’ve spoken before about the future tragedy my life holds.
I know this is where it takes place.
Those rocks, this storm, it’s my final resting place.
So I look back up and I stand here.
I stand here tall.
My Head held high and eyes wide open.
I stand here scared.
I’m scared but I’m ready.
I’m ready to face the storm.
I know it’s going to be tragic.
But the rain is pouring.
The wind is blowing.
The waves are crashing.
I stand here with my eyes opened.
And I think this storm is beautiful.


-Michelle

I don’t know where this thing with me and Austin is going. But I do know I want to see it out, whether that means trying to have a long distance relationship or if it means we are just friends. I want to see it out to the very end. Emily told me I need to talk to him and find out what it is he is thinking/wanting…find out what all of this means.
But I’m kind of happy not knowing. I’m enjoying my time with him no matter what the outcome is. I am sure I would be a little less panicky if I knew for certain there was a future. But I can handle some brief moments of insecurity and panic if I get to have this level of excitement and anticipation.

Maybe I am lying to myself. maybe I would rather know for certain. but maybe I am just too afraid of the answer and I’m not ready to give up on this yet.

I like who I am with him. I like how honest I am with myself while I’m around him. I like that he pushes me to try harder. Being lazy is not an option. I like how hard he tries to make me feel better when I’m having a bad day. I like the way his hands feel on me, strong and protective. I like that he calls me out when I say something that doesn’t make sense. I like how natural everything feels when I am with him. it doesn’t feel forced. I don’t have to walk on eggshells around him. I can say what I think or believe and have an honest conversation about it. I really just like him a lot. probably too much for not knowing what is going on with us. But I really do think it is all worth it, no matter what.


Sorry for the rambling. I just needed to get my thoughts out.

-Michelle

Gnarly blister from running. Ouch!

Gnarly blister from running. Ouch!

It is too hot to keep running. But I&#8217;m four miles from home. Must push through it.

It is too hot to keep running. But I’m four miles from home. Must push through it.

nerdy-trans-girl:

Okay guys lets get this stuff unpacked.  Karen’s stuff…Some supplies…Karen…

nerdy-trans-girl:

Okay guys lets get this stuff unpacked.  
Karen’s stuff…Some supplies…Karen…

(Source: 4gifs, via wilwheaton)

sarahj-art:

Happy Easter!!!

sarahj-art:

Happy Easter!!!

(via dcu)

catversushuman:

I think my cat follows the five second rule.

I may very well be guilty of playing this out a few times a week. No wonder my cat is so damn fat.

catversushuman:

I think my cat follows the five second rule.

I may very well be guilty of playing this out a few times a week. No wonder my cat is so damn fat.

Anticipation
Excitement
Impatience

I can’t fall asleep.

-Michelle

We want to fix them
Dry their tears
Our heart is hidden
Behind our fears

We leave things shattered.
Afraid to touch
The glass is sharp
It’s there to cut

People crying
Tears of the lost
It’s paralyzing
at such a drastic cost

Calloused and dark
locked away deep.
our heart is beating
to a painful beat.

We want to fix them
Dry their tears
Our heart is hidden
Behind our fears

-Michelle

Stare

Staring at the wall
Memories and questions flood over me
Problems and goals haunt me.
But I sit here
Unable to move.
And I stare.
The wall is never changing.
It’s sturdy and reliable
It doesn’t judge
It doesn’t bully
It’s nothing of importance
But I sit here and I stare.
The wall is like a blank canvas
So much potential to be beautiful
Maybe I’m talking about myself now.
The potential for beauty.
I stare at the wall
I make lists and lists of plans
Feeling better for a moment
The plan is everything
But I don’t move
I stare at the wall
Memories and questions flood over me.
Problems and goals haunt me.
But I sit here
Unable to move
And I stare.

-Michelle

garabating:

Mel Draws
Frog from Chrono Trigger!

garabating:

Mel Draws

Frog from Chrono Trigger!