I'm Michelle and I'm 24,
I believe the creativity of shows like Star Trek and other iconic works of science fiction is not only a beautiful escape from real life, but also the start to making life changing scientific discoveries.
I believe in helping those around you even when it isn't convenient to yourself.
I believe the desire to love and be loved blinds most people into being with someone they aren't compatible with.
I believe that music can drastically change your mood.
I believe it is important to be honest with the people in your life even if it is painful.
I believe friendship is beautiful and to find one that can stand the test of time is beyond amazing.
I believe it is important to never be ashamed of the things you love. If somebody looks down on you for enjoying anything from getting your nails done to watching Stargate then they aren't worth your time.
I believe that there is something out in the stars that we aren't expecting.
I believe in expressing your thoughts and feelings as much as you can.
I believe that life is beautiful and we should not squander it away because of fear (I am working on this one).
I can handle my own broken heart but watching yours break over me is what is most painful.
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
- Distraction in its true form (via thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg)
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
Quick Samurai painty doodle
I know I’ve talked about running away before but I always stopped myself because I didn’t want to leave my friends…It might be time to revisit the idea of moving.
I haven’t been thinking clearly lately, I’m turning into somebody that I hate. My head is a jumble and my heart is even worse.
I’ve made a lot of mistakes and I have a lot of regrets. But loving who I have loved is not one of them. I do regret how I have handled things but there is nothing that can fix what is already broken except maybe time
First. I am going to spend the month of December completely sober.
Second I am watching my language more strictly because as of lately even I have been embarrassed by some of the foul things that have come out of my mouth.
Third. I am giving him space because I know that is what he needs. I messed up and this is my punishment.
Fourth. I am going to focus on getting to the bottom of what I really want out of my life. Because I honestly don’t have a clue.